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From Russia With Love
by Serafima Fedorova
I.
We walk into our homeland as if we are strangers. Moscow is a handme-down sweater I don't yet know how to wear. My sister and I sit on the
pavement, forgotten. My mother has been jolted into the past. We are not
her children yet. We have to give her time to remember.
I breathe in. My first cigarette is a lungful of my birth city.
I see my grandmother for the first time in eight years. I do not know this
woman. We are a broken chain link of a family I can never love. I don't hold my
mother's hand; she bristles with electricity and I have had enough of her shock
therapy to know that lightning searches for the shortest route out of the body.
I want to become land-locked. I want to be the right key that encrypts
culture into my bones.
II.
If I had known anything about Miami before I learned English, I wouldn't have
bothered with my careful syllables. Mama wouldn't have pounded my face into
my alphabet book, and I would have known Spanish by now.
When I went to school, the children teased my wording. I wrought
phrases from dictionaries and was surprised when my artificial language
wasn't enough of a bridge to let me cross over to them. They twirled Spanglish
before me like gypsy scarves and ran away laughing.
I am too much of a coward to dig out the splinters of language.
III.
The only American soda they had in Russia back then was Coca-Cola. I
remember the kids in my street sharing the bottle before running home to
fill it with water. The taste of syrup clung to the edges of the plastic and we
savored it for days.
My first culture shock came when I told my Russian friends it didn't snow
in Miami. We sat in silence when they couldn't imagine a land that didn't
encrust in ice every year, and because I only returned to Russia during the
summers, I couldn't picture snow.
Those summers we played football because the playgrounds were stripped.
Nobody replaced the swings that were stolen, or fixed the unbolted slide. We
were left with a dirt-filled area and a ladder that didn't yet reach heaven. And
I never questioned it, or the syringes, abandoned in the empty park.
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IV.
Things that Americans ask a Russian:
Is it true that you guys drink vodka, like, all the time?
Do wild bears walk the streets?
You guys are still Communist, right?
Who do you think won World War II?
V.
I have no preconceptions of this land. My Russia is the birch trees wilting
by the highways. She is drawn into the cement of buildings, still bearing
the tattoo of Communism. Nobody has bothered to wash disgrace off the
pavements of Moscow.
I walk by a two-story furniture store about to be torn down. The advertising has been stripped, and in its nakedness the original mural is exposed.
The woman depicted is strong and modest. She carries a scythe and her
austere clothes drape her ample body. She is very blonde and blue-eyed-
obviously, all Communists are. The man next to her carries a hammer. He
smiles into the distance and they are walking hand in hand, looking as if at
any moment they might step out of the 1960s and walk into the McDonald's
across the street.
I want to take a picture: Whip out an iPhone, hash-tag it #USSR4LYF
and send it to my friends in Miami. But I don't. It would be too complicated
to explain the joke.
VI.
I was walking home from school when I saw my first gay couple. They were
two men, one black and one Latino. I watched them intertwine their multihued fingers and walk bravely through rush hour traffic.
Maybe it was the heat; Miami sandwiched me between the scalding pavement and the glaring sun. But the reason for why they were clasping hands
didn't occur to me until I was unlocking the door to my American house.
VII.
For my mother's sixteenth birthday, my great-grandmother waited sixteen
hours in line for a birthday cake.
I imagine the darkness of mid-September. The stars are still laughing over
human folly and my great-grandmother is huddling inside a thin coat. My
mother will wake up that day to a two-tier cake in her kitchen.
She won't have a cake like this until after the Perestroika. Not even for
her wedding.
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In My Own Words
Legal Discovery
Order in the Court
Think, Debate, Change the World
Voice of the Students
What Young Inventors Need to Know about Patents
A Practice and a Passion
The Science of Crime Detection
The Medical Examiner Is In
Selected Opportunities and Resources
Wild in the City
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